Robert Michael Antony Ayres

1981 - 2007
LocationCoventry
Age26 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth14/01/1981
Date of Death28/08/2007
Visitors14,073 since 24/12/2007
Creator

Robert Ayres
Committed suicide and left us on August 28th 2007, aged 26.

He was a loving Son, Brother, Partner to Kerri, and an amazing father to Shannon, Angel and Lewis.

We'll never know what went through his mind in the past few moments of his life but we will always
wonder. Your missed so much Rob, by so many people, I just don't think you realise how many lives
you touched.

"Rob, we often sit and think of you and wonder why you died, We never got to say goodbye before you
closed your eyes.
God took you when we were not there, the reasonw e shall never know.
He knew we thought the world of you and would never let you go" - Debbie Fawcett

Loving you is easy - We do it everyday
Missing you is harder - It never goes away

You've now got your beloved Kerri up there with you now, and I just hope your looking after her as
well as you did down here. We miss her so much.

Http://kerri-atkins.gonetoosoon.org



Sleep Well xxxxxx


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Next to you

You cannot see or touch me
But I'm standing next to you.
Your tears will only hurt me,
Your sadness makes me blue.
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through.
I love you from a different place,
Yet I'm standing next to you.

cant beleive

not sure any more bruv ,, worlds gone mad down here.
miss you and kez so much ..
think i am cracking and cant deal with this poo anymore .. love u bruv , will come back on tomorrow and talk
sorry xx

Micheal Walker (Brother) May 30, 2009

Missing you xxx

Hi Rob hunnie xxx
Just been to have a little natter with Kerri, and just wanted to pop in and say a quick hello to you too hun xxx
Life is ticking by down here slowly but surely, same shat just a different day :-(
I miss your silly smile and your infectious laugh so much Rob... I miss you taking the mickey out of Kerri when shes not looking lol.. You two were such a comical pair i hope youre keeping the rest of the angels entertained xx
Summer is coming up so is we manage to get a barbie going we will all be thinking of the pair of you... i will put a few extra Carlings in the beer fridge for you hun xxx

Speak soon

Love always to you and your beloved Kerri

xxx Debbie xxx

Debbie Mum Of Kerri Atkins (Close Friend) May 22, 2009

good turn out

well bruv seen lisa and g , and mum today as you no .
was a good turn out 4 j really was bruv .
any way wanted to say i love you soo much and kez xx
going back out now with ian nason , you remember him ,, he is sound bruv xx
love ya come and see you all soon ..
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Micheal Walker (Brother) May 15, 2009

♥ღ♥ A shadow of joy flickered; it is me.
I told you I wouldn't leave.
My spirit is with you.
My memories, my thoughts are
imbedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.

Do not for one moment think
that you have been abandoned.
I am in the Light.

In the corner,
in the hall,
the car,
the yard --
these are the places I stay with you.

My spirit rises every time you pray for me,
but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish,
it grows stronger.

I am the feather that finds you in the yard,
the dimmed light that grows brighter
in your mind,

I place our memories for you to see.
We lived in our special way,
a way that now has its focus changed.

I still crave your understanding and
long for the many words of prayer
and good fortune for my soul.
I am in the Light.

As you struggle to adjust without me,
I watch silently.
Sometimes I summon up all the strength
of my new world
to make you notice me.
Impressed by your grief,
I try to impress my love
deeper into your consciousness.

As you should,
I call out to the Heavens for help.
You should know that the fountain of youth
does exist.

My soul is now healthy.
Your love sends me new found energy.
I am adjusting to this new world.
I am with you and I am in the Light.

Please don't feel bad that you can't see me.
I am with you wherever you go.
I protect you,
just as you protected me so many times.

Talk to me and somehow I will
find a way to answer you.
Mother, father, son or daughter
it makes no difference.
Brother, sister, lover,
husband or wife, it makes no difference.

Whatever our connection-friend or even foe-
I see you with my new eyes.
I am learning to help wherever you are,
where ever I am needed.
This can be done because I am in the Light.

When you feel despair, reach out to me.
I will come.

Our love for you truly does
transcend from Heaven to Earth.
Finish your life with the enthusiasm and zest
that you had when we were together
in the physical sense.
You owe this to me, but more importantly,
you owe it to yourself.

Life continues for both of us.
I am with you because I love you
and I am in the Light ♥ღ♥
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Jackie Summerford (GTS Friend) May 11, 2009

hay bruv

hello you hope your doing ok and kez missing you both all the time . bet your glad i am doing what i am doing . life is ok down here just wish you was here with us . things are really looking up 4 me now mate got what i needed , and lived 4 in the end , sorry i let you down with my stupid ways . them days have all gone , just wished i would have done things earlier and not missed out on so much in life . hope you have found jay , and he has found you . my heart goes out to every 1 and lisa ( sis ) .
any how bruv will get up to see you this weekend , must of run out of beer now and sobered up lol , , cant have that .. .. lol .
so will bring the lads up and have another drink . have got a book 4 you so will bring it with me .
love you all so so much give mum and nan a big dirty horrible kiss from me .
c ya on the weekend bruv ..
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Micheal Walker (Brother) May 10, 2009

miss you everyday

hay bruv another day . sorry i got angry with you yhe other day . is only cause i love you and miss you so much any way my love and thoughs go out to lisa at this time .
hope you are ok and looking after every 1up there .
love you and miss you everyday
xx xx xx
(mick bruv)

Claire McKenna (Friend) May 8, 2009

hiya babe

hey babe just 2 say hi hope u ok and 2 say please look out 4 my baby as he has come 2 b with u i love u both so b good love u with all my heart x x x x

Gemma Toogood (Family Friend) May 6, 2009

well will this sh..t ever stop

i want you back now you idiot , cant you see what is happening . well maybe you dont care bruv . y u doing this , , you said you would always take control , what happened .
well again you can see im happy ish lol, cant really be proper happy anymore ( well done ) . want you to n
o that no matter what rob still lives , cause i will sort the last bits out and as well you no that /
you left me here 4 a reason , , think i got it sorted bruv . you seen them silly threats lol . . .
hills fields all over again ..
this time my fun .
any way hope you loved us up there cause we did .

Micheal Walker (Brother) April 29, 2009

thinkin of you all the time! still ask myself why! its only ever the good ones why is thet ?fellin pretty fed up all the time lately wish u was around so much..came to see you the other day with jamie,jay an mick we all sat there talkin about you an an the things u used to get up to!made us all smile for a min. i couldnt stop thinkin about the last time a saw you an the things you said about urself! you were sooo wrong! because you were a much better person than that! give cheryl a big kiss an cuddle for me i miss her so so much ;0( sleep well aways in my thoughts x x x

Leanne Conneely (Friend) April 29, 2009
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