| Location | Coventry |
| Age | 26 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 14/01/1981 |
| Date of Death | 28/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 14,226 since 24/12/2007 |
| Creator |
Robert Ayres
Committed suicide and left us on August 28th 2007, aged 26.
He was a loving Son, Brother, Partner to Kerri, and an amazing father to Shannon, Angel and Lewis.
We'll never know what went through his mind in the past few moments of his life but we will always
wonder. Your missed so much Rob, by so many people, I just don't think you realise how many lives
you touched.
"Rob, we often sit and think of you and wonder why you died, We never got to say goodbye before you
closed your eyes.
God took you when we were not there, the reasonw e shall never know.
He knew we thought the world of you and would never let you go" - Debbie Fawcett
Loving you is easy - We do it everyday
Missing you is harder - It never goes away
You've now got your beloved Kerri up there with you now, and I just hope your looking after her as
well as you did down here. We miss her so much.
Http://kerri-atkins.gonetoosoon.org
Sleep Well xxxxxx
missing you n always thinking of u
hay bro, i never did understand you, but we always loved you. All those crazy thing we did when we were lads.(hopping the flat roofs in Tarquin) the rest of it well we know what we got up to. What you did. i will never understand why u choose that way, not after aunt T. You had so much to live for your girls for one, they miss there daddy. Me, Shaz n the kids went to see them today. BEAUTIFUL thats what they are, girls to be proud of. I told you i will look out for them and do our best my them. I just hope that now you have found happeness you can rest and no one or nothing can hurt you any more love you bro! R.I.P Bro and fam.xxxxx
miss u mate
Hi there mate,
well what can we say missing u everyday. Still cant believe you have gone what a silly sod. We all ok Marshall still misses u remembers the phone u promised him lol. Says goodnight to u most nights. Anyway mate speak to you again soon you take care. Miss you always xxxxxx Skin Clare and Marshall xxxxxxxx sleep tight Rob (chimp)
HI BABY X
hello hunni its me again ..ur proberly sick of reading crap from me .but arrr well u still gonna read it haha
well babe january the 3rd not long till ur birthday hun .its gonna be horrible without u .you would of been 27 on the 14th of this month .such a young age baby for you to have died .im a racking my brain as to wat to get u too put on ur grave as nothing i buy will bring u back or make this pain and hurt go away absolutly NOTHING !! .belive it or not but i have even started little prayers too him above and yes i bet ur laughing as i am not religious atall but i dunno i just seem too talk too him proberly every day and the main thing i ask for is too have you back .but i do know that will never happen but there is no harm in hoping and praying daily untill i do see you again ...
but untill then all i have is thease sweet sweet memories and pictures and all your stuff ..sound crazy but i still smell ur wallet everyday that i keep in the kitchen draw dunno why but i do .and ive taken ur bus card out of it and put it in my purse as i love the picture pose you are doin with a big cheesy grin .that grin that never goe's out of my mind like its tattooed there .speakin of tatts im having rip rob my baby done onto my foot then it goes into my whole leg too the top with black n red roses and maybe a crying angel .just sumting that symbolises all the love i have for you and also the pain (the angel) .anyway .i shudnt really come onto this site as everytime i do i cry even thow i sob through the day everyday ..and seeing what our freinds and family write on here is so sweet and its true wat kim n terry said n that u didnt really no how much people cared about you and so my mum said that aswell .and its true if you had known then maybe u wer still here but me and u both know why u are gone and thats cuz u wer hurting so bad after loosing your beautifull girls but babe i never did loose them and if anytink u gained a child and thats our lewis plus we were trying for children .we had soo much ahead of us .nice new home nice cars and tryin for a baby and the wedding next year and this why myself and ppl cant take in why u are gone beause belive it or not baby u really did have it all .
anyway babycake loving you loads and missing you soo much .nite nite babe mwah xoxoxooxo
God is by his side x
Now there are no tomorrow's for us to share, but yesterday's memories of you Rob, will always be there.
Open the gates of heaven Lord, Rob is on his way, put your arms around him and tell him it's okay.
Walk beside him always, don't leave him on his own, guide him to his loved ones, so he'll never be alone.
feelings for u so strong and they will neva go away
2 my angel way up there .all i feel is empynes n disspare
all i see is nothin witout you .all i feel is sad and blue
all i want is you in my arms wit that cheeky smile and boyish charm rob my luv plz wake one day as i will hold u so tight u will neva go away.
Gone to soon forever young.
We can't believe we will never see that cheeky grin on your face or that you are never ever going to walk in to the karaoke with Kerri at your side.You were and always will be such a special person who was so loved by everyone who knew you,you enriched peoples lives in ways that you were never ever aware of you are such a special young man who had the utmost respect for others a quality that we dont even believe you were aware of yourself,but others were aware of it because it shone through every time you walked in a room you were able to light up the dimest of places with your infectious smile,so Rob we are lighting this candle for you to say thank you for lighting up our lives and to lead you through the dark to be able to watch over Kerri and Lewis who are so broken without you.It was not meant to be this way you were the Romeo and Juliet of today and meant to be forever,please watch over Kerri and Lewis and guide them in their heartache for all the tomorrows that lay ahead.Gone to soon too young and always loved and missed remember YOUR'E BEAUTIFUL xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTerry and KIMXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
tears still flowing even in the new year x
hi baby me again .just sitting here n watching eastenders and kevin has died in it .and its weird how i understand how denise feels and it made me cry so much as u always feel alone with grief as thow no-one else is going through it but then u realise that there are thousands more just like yourself ..but one thing i do know is that i am the only one who loved you as much as i do and no-one can ever take that away from us .NO-ONE!!!.
anyway its now 2008 and i am just praying that this year will bring better luck and more happiness even no i cud never be proper happy without the other half of me .and i really truly hope that u are ok whereva you maybe and that u never leave my side babe .just please protect me from more harm and just bring me luck.
lastnite at the pub ppl where saying that i need to move on with my life but i cant babe i really cant .as u are my life even thow your not here .anyway baby im going to go now and watch a film with our son .i just sending you all my love and hugs and kisses and cya soon babe .sleep tight babe r.i.p .I LOVE YOU X
still missin u my love
hi baby me again ..just sittin here at the house its 10.26pm
cant seem to get you off my mind today and i am feeling so lonely bein stuck all the way out here in the country no where to go nothing to do ..makes u think and thinking really is not good for my state of mind babes
god babe why did u leave me !!!!!!
all the questions and no bloody answers ??????
u knew how broken u wud leave me so why do it why leave you family behind ..its very selfish what you did you didnt even think about us and look what you have left pure fukin destruction and and empty whole in my life and somtinmes i really hate you for it and right now i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry with you .promises promises and more promises and you broke all of them .we said TOGEATHER FOREVA and u broke that !!!
why drink i told you to stop drinking after last time but no u keeped doing it and doing it and look whats happend now you have ruined mine and our sons life ..poor lewis yesterday was looking at the didital foto frame at pictures of you as they were changing and i was crying behind him as he did not take his eyes off you he was asking question that i cant answer ..u promised to b littlemans dad foreva but insted u left way to soon ..lewis has not been the same he needs one 2 one counciling he has been exspelled from school the poor littlemite does not no when he is coming or goin g as mummy no longer has the strength to deal with him ...anways im goin as to angry to keep writing this ..just wanna say i am missing you so much and really cannot live without you x
had to come bk x
hi baby its me again .for some reason i cant stay from this site and writing here i feel asthow u are ready this ...mad i know and i hope you realise wat a div u have been and that when i get up there .god help you !! beacuse u are in so much trouble babe ....but then again i wudnt go mad at u as the 1st thing i wud do is give u a great big hug as i wake up every single day wishing i cud have u in my arms again ..sum days i dont even want to wake up !!! but for some reason i do :(
im still sittin here looking at your pictures and still it seems so unreal and untrue how we can go from what we had to me having nothing ..and no matter how much searching i do the answers i will never find ..why ..if ..whats ...when's ... and still nothing i am still even tormented by horrible dreams most nights and then waking up crying over and over again ..i am suprised i have any tears left ..i went to ur grave xmas eve and put white rose's and that rottweiler teddy that i won for u on hoilday ..really hope you liked it as u did in life ..but i stood at ur grave and u wer not there as i felt nothing all i cud feel was the rain on my face and the warm tears down my cheeks ..but i cudnt feel u .but still i will visit as much as possible .and i still hope you are clutching onto our chain that is in your hand and our engagment ring which is around the rose ...i am so sorry i cudnt see you at the chapel of rest but they wud have never got me out of there alive as i so much want to b with you and each day breaks me more and more ..rob u were the only love of my life the only one that made me smile and made me cry many many times mainly tears of joy and happyness ..but u are gone now and it is somthing i have to face day by day and NO!! it will not get easier no matter what poeple say because u are still not here ..anyway babe c you soon baby and rest in peace as u are no longer hurting anymore ...love you soo bloody much xoxoxooxoxoxoox
Touched by this site XXXXXX
Kerry. I have just been reading through your messages. Even though I don't know you reading what you have to say has touched me. I recently lost someone who I love more than words can say. Your right it doesn't get any easier, I don't think it ever will. You just have to try your best to carry on with your life. Its been over 3 months now since I lost my Dave. I find my self crying like it's only just happended again. I would give anything just to have one more day or even one more minute with him. You will have good days/weeks and bad days.
I have just looked through Rob's photo gallery. In the pictires of you both you look so happy. Just remember how much Rob loves you. He will always be will you, he is just an angel now.....Your guardian angel, who is going to watch over you and protect you for the rest of your life.
You need to be strong for your little boy & whenever you need Rob just call out his name & he'll be there stood by yourside ready to face the world with you. Nothing is impossible when you've got eavh other & you will always have Rob. Keep your friends & family close to your heart Kerry, you will need them so much more than you think.
No doubt Rob will be up in heaven causing chaos with all the other special angels.
Sending you & Rob's family & friends all my love. In my thoughts Lisaxxx P.s here is a poem I thought you would like
We know that love can't turn back time,
And life again will never be fine.
Time will pass, but you'll still be here,
In memory, held and loved so dear.
We miss you in so many ways,
We miss the things you used to say,
And when old times we do recall,
It’s then we miss you most of all
How quickly can you miss someone
A week, an hour, a day
We started missing you Rob
The minute you went away
We try to come to terms with it
And accept that you have gone
But without you life is not the same
Its such a struggle to go on
I think God must have looked down
And seen how good you were
And he needed a special angel
To lend a hand up there
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Swwet Dreams Rob. Rest in Peace XxX
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