Robert Michael Antony Ayres

A POEM FOR ROB

There's a big tear rolling down my face
A tear just like a stain

This tear has felt such Heartache
This tear has felt such Pain

This tear has had some good times
It's had some bad aswell

For this tear's not only seen heaven
This tear has also seen hell

But this tear is Really Special
And very important too

For the reason it's so special
is
BECAUSE IT FALLS FOR YOU


Miss you Rob xx

Debbie Mum Of Kerri Atkins (Close Friend) January 12, 2008

LOVELY TO READ ALL OF YOUR TRIBUTES TO ROB

I try to read this every day, but some days are still too painful and i just can't face it.
I would just like to say that it is brilliant to see how many of Rob's friends and family have made a contribution, and i know that it helps me, even if its just a little, to come to terms with his death (though mostly i STILL can't believe that he has gone). And i know that it is greatly helping Kerry, because she sits and chats to Rob all the time on here, as you can probably see lol.
People always say when someone dies that they were lovely, they were special etc etc,.... but with Rob this really is SO TRUE, he was such a special person, and I am so grateful to have known him. He brought a lot of laughter and happiness into my family, but he has left a gaping hole that not even he and michael could fill :-)
And i will bet you all the money in the world, that Rob is sitting up there with a can in his hand laughing his head off at us silly lot.

God bless Rob...... Miss you xxx

Debbie Mum Of Kerri Atkins (Close Friend) January 12, 2008

Happy birthday

I've just read the past couple of days of tributes...
I hate reading them but love them at the same time...why was everything so wrong....it shouldnt have happened they way it did....but...what if....just 5 minutes....why didnt you use that brain of your and think how many people you would hurt.....but no....ive sat there stuc in the middle of your and kerris arrguments before and yes she is a bitch and we all no it but i didnt think you wanted to hurt her this much we all no how much you love her but WHY rob...WHYYY do this to us your family My family your friends and you CHILDREN!!!!!!! Why didnt you think off them...why didnt you think at all!!!! What are we going to say to lewis when he is older, he new you as his daddy...and what is lisa or gray going to say to shannon and angel.....there to young to fully understand at the moment but they will ask question, you had so much left of your life to live. BUt no...you wanted to be stubbern and take the easy way out of life. i hope you understand now how much you ment to everyone. You were a reck before you meet kerri and kerri was a reck before she meet you..you were perfect together you made a family...yes of course there will be arrguments and you would lose your temper but thats what relationships are about...your ment to deal with it but NO not rob....Do you no the thing i want most is for everyone to stop being stubbern because your the only one to blame....No one else....I dnt want that feeling off walking round town and looking at everyone incase i bump into any off your family....or when we come to the crem and being terified if there all there.....i want peace like youve got....we have all lost an important part off our life....and that gap will never be filed again...no one can ever replace you, no one could ever come close no one could have a cheesy grin and an amazing sence of humer like you...no one can take the rip out off me the same way :) your one in a million rob and we all love you no matter what and when i say we i dnt mean just my family, but ur family your friends and your children aswell, nothink the same with out you......Its your birthday on monday 27 years old. i no that everyones going to have a drink for you, and i hope that there is people with you that can celebrate with you for your 27th birthday you old git...So HAPPY BIRTHDAY for monday bro.......x...Sw33t..x..dr3amz....x...

Katy (Sisters Fionce---Bro x) January 12, 2008

MISS U X

I SAID, “GOD I HURT,”
AND GOD SAID, “I KNOW,
”
I SAID, “GOD I CRY A LOT”
AND GOD SAID, “THAT IS WHY I GAVE YOU TEARS,
”
I SAID,”GOD I AM SO DEPRESSED”
AND GOD SAID, “THAT’S WHY I GAVE YOU SUNSHINE,
”
I SAID “GOD LIFE IS SO HARD”
AND GOD SAID,”THAT’S WHY I GAVE YOU LOVED ONES,
”
I SAID,”GOD MY LOVED ONE DIED”
AND GOD SAID “SO DID MINE,
”
I SAID, “GOD IT IS SUCH A LOSS THAT I LOST ROB ”
AND GOD SAID”I SAW MINE NAILED TO A CROSS,
”
I SAID,”BUT GOD, YOUR LOVED ONE LIVES,”
AND GOD SAID “SO DOES YOURS,”

I SAID “GOD WHERE ARE THEY NOW?”
AND GOD SAID “MINE IS ON THE RIGHT AND YOURS IS IN THE LIGHT,”

I SAID “GOD IT HURTS”
AND GOD SAID “I KNOW”

Kerri Robs Fiancee (Friend) January 11, 2008

MISS U BOO!! made a poem for u babe x

i lay my head each nite to sleep and all i tink of is you
i wake each morning from my sleep and all i think of is you
i walk down the road each day and all i think of is you

i miss my baby i miss rob so much.
i miss your laughter i miss your touch
i miss ur kisses i miss ur love
i miss you because the angels took you above

my heart is breaking my tears i cry
i whisper gently up to the sky
god please take care of my wonderfull man
but send him back down if ever you can
i no the angels took him away
but he is needed her and shudnt have gone away

i no he is sleeping and all hurt is gone
but he should of been stronger and carried on
rob faced the world with a big cheesey grin
but deep down inside he was hurting within

all the bad things he has been through
he bottled up inside
if only he talked and worked it through
he wouldnt be up in the sky

rob we were all here for you babe
and ever you needed to cry
we loved u so much and were broken when u died
if only we could go back and change that night last year
and take away all ur pain ur hurting and ur fears

i would of held u in my arms no matter wat state u were in
and told u i loved u untill u gave in
i would of kissed u gently on ur head
and held you tightly n put u too bed

u would of woke in the morning
and not remember a thing
and i wouldnt have told u as no point of dwelling

but we cant go back to the nite in question
we couldnt of talked u down as it was ur decision
we can only wish now that u a safe n well

and that all ur pain is gone and that ur head is clear
but atleast u no we are always here
rob my baby my sweet love
send ur kisses down from high above
kiss us at night and keep us save a true
for there will not b one day we dont all think of you


nite nite baby miss and love you xx from ur old fruit xx

Kerri Robs Fiancee (Friend) January 11, 2008

Nuf luv bud

Well here i sit drinking a brew,
And once again I'm thinking of you,
Three years had passed since we shared a tin,
Big dooby for me but none for him,
I would drink one while you would drink two,
Working away drinking breaker all day,
'The A-Team's here' the lads would say,
Them days went so quick but they are all still so clear,
So here i sit holding back the tear's thinking of you dog dowing a beer,

Hope you found your peace at last

Nuf luv skin

Skin (friends) January 11, 2008

XXX TOUCHED XXX

just wanted to say ive just logged on and seen the poem from skin
and wanted to say it really touched me
skin is another one of robs mates who he has left behind.
rob had a lot of luv n respect for this man and absolutly luved his lil one to bits.
and i no this poem was really hard for skin to write as i no how he felt about rob
well atleast we all no rob is watching over us and he didnt realise it in life how much people really cared about him now
but rob is gone but will never be forgotten and he is always around us in spirit causing mischeif the same as he did in life.
but we shall all meet again and untill the day the angels collect us we just keep my mans memory alive .
keep talking to him daily
and keep laughing at the memories we all share of the short time we had with such a top bloke.
love you baby missing you so much.
keep smiling down apon the poeple u love.
nite nite baby xxx

Kerri Robs Fiancee (Friend) January 11, 2008

hey babe still cant believe ur gone cant accept it and never will will always miss u and the txts sayin ' sis can u do me a favour ' but i didnt mind the kids r always sayin they miss u leonna looks at ur star every nite says goodnite and blows u a kiss i miss u loads and so does everybody else words cant say the hole u have left in my heart sleep tight bro and dont think 4 one minuite i will ever 4get u babe love u forever nite bro XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Lisa Williams (Sister) January 11, 2008

so quiet

yes baby so quiet here without u silly oclock in the mornig and all i hear is the tv and not u snoring away ,
it really annoyed me when u were hear but id give everything to hear it again.
but one day i will and untill them ur memories in my head will do and the pictures around the room
anyway im gonna try and sleep again
hope your watching over me as i am chatting to you haha maybe one day u will talk back
i love you xxooxoxo

Kerri Robs Fiancee (Friend) January 11, 2008

Here's to the man i only had the pleasure of meeting once

I light this for you rob, only had the pleasure of meeting you once at skins place.

Sad to hear your gone but not forgotton, take care mate.

Gary (Friend) January 10, 2008